My lovely friend Cari kindly picked me up this book at a signing event in New York, before it was available in the US, and had Désir sign it for me: “Liz, I hope this book moves you to action!” See below: I’ve done my best so far …
This is such an important book, detailing life as a Black runner in the US. I would like to find a similar work written about the UK, as I like to concentrate my social justice orientated reading around my own country’s cultures first, however I’ve not been able to find anything. If you know of a UK or Europe-centric book on running while Black, please let me know (I share the results of my search so far below). In the meantime, there was a huge amount of value in this book, of course – and a lot of areas which apply to both countries.
Alison Mariella Désir – “Running While Black: Finding Freedom in a Sport that Wasn’t Built for Us”
(6 December 2022, from Cari)
It’s 6:00 p.m. and I’m getting ready for a run. I add electrolytes into my water and shuffle through my drawer. I toss clothes around, searching for an appropriate outfit. It’s unseasonably warm, so it might be nice to rock a sports bra and shorts, but I shake my head. I want to be seen as a runner, but I don’t want to call extra attention to myself. I settle on a bright, long-sleeved shirt with reflective bands, a shirt that screams ‘I’m running! Don’t shoot!’
As I dress, I debate my route. I could head toward the trail. But then I’d pass the house with the American flag and start wondering if it’s safe, and then I’d be annoyed that white nationalists have somehow claimed the flag, as if the rest of us aren’t Americans, too. Oh, and that street also has the house with the oversized pickup truck. Dammit. I tell myself to stop generalizing but decide it’s not worth the risk or the stress. I’ll go right, down the street that parallels the lake and once I hit the halfway mileage point, I’ll loop back, and easy out and back. Yes, good, that’s it. The route has a pretty view of the mountains and the (white) woman picking up her mail the other day waved at me. (pp. 1-2)
That’s a long quote and I hope the author doesn’t mind me using it. There’s more: she turns on her tracker so her husband can track her (but will that be any use if a white vigilante tries to kill her. She starts her run and someone in a truck with a “Trump won” flag on the back yells abuse at her. Yes, I try to keep aware of intersectionality and the overlap of sexism and racism. But reading this, I found myself having the same reaction one of my male friends probably had when I explained the stuff about not walking down dark pavements, always holding your keys between your knuckles and humming in case you need to scream that women are so used to doing. Sometimes you need to be directly told this stuff, and it hits hard.
This is a generally positive book. Désir is really honest on her feelings about white people and her experiences of both racism from white people and sexism from all sorts of people (the other running clubs in New York are so toxic to her!) as she works hard to build up Harlem Run, her first social action endeavour, going from being the only Black person in some training groups to the only person full stop at her early gatherings. But she persisted and built up an excellent, supportive running club, giving that representation out on the streets that will encourage other Black people to run (she got into distance running after seeing just one Black friend’s efforts: she had been directed towards sprinting at school, as is a common experience in the US (not sure about the UK and haven’t found anything about that yet). She manages to work in all areas of experience, including work and maternity care, but the book is never muddled and doesn’t suffer from having to shoehorn too much in.
The main thrust of the book is the comparison between running history and the human rights movement, with so many things happening in parallel. She also shares a lot of excellent information about Black running forebears (again in the US; Ted Corbitt and others) who have been forgotten or passed over, on the whole intentionally by those who knew, and not researched by those who don’t, by the majority-white running community, running marathons, starting clubs, breaking records … So as well as a personal memoir, an exemplar on how to harness sport for societal good and a call to action, it’s a work of historical record.
Désir is great at relating the personal to the larger picture, her experiences not seeing anyone but white people in adverts and companies being seamlessly related to the white supremacy of society in general. It was wince-making when she talked about the initiative she was asked to be part of to increase diversity in running brands and how much of the work she was expected to do to educate white folks when the books are out there (like this one) for us to educate ourselves. There is no list of what to do but examples all the way through: welcome people, do the work quietly to understand racism, create a space for people to be their true selves and if that’s not in your space, use your white privilege to support them to find their own spaces (quite a lot of the Black running organisations have donation pages, for example) and share and amplify articles and links in your own networks. I had been quite upset to find all these global majority people’s organisations springing up, but to be honest, if you’re done with white supremacy and the exhaustion of educating people, why shouldn’t you have your own space to be freely and frankly yourself?
Of course, it’s a running book, so we get the training stuff, the setting up a running club stuff, and even a weird ultra when Désir and friends ran to the Women’s March in Washington DC from Harlem – although with a twist, as the participants bring their own snacks according to their taste, rather than the white runners’ gels and bars: “Like everything else about running culture, those foods had been selected according to a white palate. It was refreshing to have the rules disrupted” (p. 127).
An important and very valuable book, and as racism is done differently (not less) in the UK and our ethnic mix is slightly different, I look forward to UK books by global majority people in the fullness of time.
You can read Cari’s review here (she has links to Désir’s articles, too). So far in my research I have found this useful article from the UK Runner’s World Magazine which looks at “Why (and how) running and other mass participation sports need to be more diverse” and links to a lot of organisations and research, the organisations including Black Trail Runners, who are active in the West Midlands, and the even more local Saheli Hub, who support British Asian women in cycling and running.
Feb 06, 2023 @ 22:15:41
This sounds fascinating! I’d love to know what they were using instead of gels and energy drinks and the like, as I can’t bear them at all.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:44:17
There was a woman of Latinx heritage on their ultra run to the Women’s March who produced a chicken, beans and rice wrap from her culture to eat, and they all had a light-bulb moment!
With my leader in running fitness / long-term runner hat on, I’d say if you don’t like over processed and sweet things, try for a drink either Tailwind (a powder you mix up with water which you can have at whatever level you want, I find it very benign tho I can tolerate gels) or make up your own hydrating squash using non-sugar-free squash with a few grains of salt in it. For food, friends have had success with savory items – one used those little round cheesy biscuits you can get in a snack pack, the other pea protein crisps. Hope that helps!
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Feb 06, 2023 @ 22:35:10
A heartfelt review Liz. I don’t know about running while black but this reminded me of Fatima Whitbread, javelin thrower, who won the world record in 1986. Fatima was born to Cypriot parents and spent much of her early life in children’s homes. Maggie Whitbread who was a colleague of mine in a Tilbury comprehensive in the 70s saw her playing in a netball game, recognised her talent, eventually adopted her and trained her towards that record. It’s quite an incredible story and your review reminded me.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:45:33
Oh, I am old enough to remember Fatima and loved her, I bet she has an autobiography out, too. What a wonderful connection! From what I recall, Kelly Holmes doesn’t talk that much about race in her autobiography (fun fact: she comes from my village, though I don’t remember her, somehow).
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Feb 07, 2023 @ 00:28:40
Sadly, my first glance said “Running Back” and I thought how odd that you’d be atuned to the Super Bowl…. Much more serious stuff here.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:46:23
Well, I have watched a Superbowl in America on the TV with suitable snacks, but yes, a very different focus in this important and eye-opening book.
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Feb 07, 2023 @ 03:13:52
“harness sport for societal good and a call to action”
Such a good turn of phrase. And so apt. Oddly it gets used here in the sense of east african runners bringing their winnings back to their training/home villages to support the next generation of runners, not something we collectively need to do at “home”.
Key between the knuckles is sadly resonant, but I hadn’t heard about humming. Just not to be on a cell to project awareness. Oddly I frequently will pretend to be on a call so they think someone is listening even if there’s no one there.
Gels being catered to a white palate fascinated me as it wasn’t something I’d ever thought of. But makes total sense.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:47:21
Oh yes, I regularly “call” someone and announce I’m nearly home or yes I can see him in the distance, too. I wonder if I invented the humming, but it is reassuring!
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Feb 07, 2023 @ 06:04:51
This book is next on my list. I was hoping to find it in a public library, but no luck. Hmmm, maybe I’ll purchase the ‘book’ on Audible and listen to it during some training runs. I feel kind of bad for not reading (or listening to) the book just yet because I used to run with Harlem Runs from time to time (but as you might know, I’m not much of an evening runner). Also, I hate being in a group of runners that take over sidewalks.
The gel piece seems interesting.
From my personal experiences:
1. During early morning runs in Central Park, I would breathe harder or sing loudly to let the person ahead of me know that a Black person is running behind them.
2. Now that I’m in Virginia, I used to run from my house to a large city park (about 4 miles). However, I’ve stopped doing that, and I’ll drive to the park. While running through one of the neighborhoods, I would become stressed over whether someone would call the cops on me. Even during those runs, I would think of every possible scenario/excuse I could tell the cops if they were to stop me. You know, like showing my Apple Watch or Strava app to prove that I was actually running for fitness and not trying to break into folks’ houses. Also, I would wear a race-specific shirt, preferably one with a high mileage (eg 15K, half marathon, full marathon) so they would know that I’m an actual runner.
3. I can agree (and a few other NYC runners on WP) that many NYC running clubs (for the most part) are extremely toxic. One example, my NYC running group, which is an LGBTQ+ group, conducted a survey to try to improve its diversity. *The majority of the group is pretty much white, cis-male* Let’s just say the comments section of an anonymous survey was very telling of how many many felt about expanding its Black, Brown (non-white passing), older members.
Ok, I’ve rambled way too much.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:53:31
Thank you so much for sharing your experiences – obviously I didn’t want anyone to have to revisit painful experiences but it’s (obviously horrible) but instructive. I only have to use my marathon t-shirts when visiting a physio or the doctor to prove I am not a slob, and that’s a point to remember.
Obviously one is less likely to get shot here, but I still don’t trust “our” police with Black folk – when I got (maybe accidentally) followed in the park when running a bit ago, the guy was Black and so I carefully didn’t report him and didn’t point him out to the (White) postman I went up to for safety, just in case (I didn’t go up to a White male-appearing person for safety specifically, he was the only person in uniform around).
The point about NYC running clubs is horrible. I remember that group of yours trying to encourage you to be in a picture once, to “prove” its diversity, don’t I? You’d think they’d kind of know not to do that, but … Of course now I’m going to have to question our local LGBTQ+ running group on their policies … We are fortunate to have a supportive running club community here, even the elite ones are nice and supportive or other runners and clubs, but given the diversity of our city and the faces I see at clubs, certainly not perfect.
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Feb 09, 2023 @ 03:03:29
I think I remember your running story with the postman.
I might have spoken too harshly about that club, because there are/were some really nice folks in the group. I think it’s hard to consistently go to a group like when you are one of the few people who looks like you. Not because the folks are mean, but because you might feel like you’ll never fit it.
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Feb 09, 2023 @ 10:19:45
Completely understandable, although made more difficult when you have intersectionality coming into play. It’s also tricky here because our demographics are different and there are fewer Black people (more South Asian, I think, and hardly any Hispanic) so “the only one” feeling becomes more common and prevalent.
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Feb 07, 2023 @ 08:01:57
This sounds really interesting! (And although I am obviously a woman I’ve never thought of humming in case you need to scream 😦 )
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:54:03
Looks like no one else does the humming thing, but where on earth did I get it from? It does reassure me.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 11:38:07
No it makes sense now you mention it!
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Feb 07, 2023 @ 09:40:16
To read your description of Désir’s experiences is both depressing and inspiring, Liz, and additionally makes me angry about the racism and sexism exhibited by certain groups of people.
I’ve lived in Hong Kong, inner city Bristol and rural Wales over the years, so have come across many different levels of awareness as well as ignorance; and I know it will forever be an uphill struggle to normalise women and people of colour doing and enjoying what a dominant culture seems to think is exclusive to them alone.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:55:20
Yes, indeed, it is an uphill struggle. All I feel I can do is use my White privilege where I can, my spare money and my platform (here) to amplify, support financially in the background (as I do for Black Trail Runners) and share information.
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Feb 07, 2023 @ 17:40:53
Another book added to my list – sounds fascinating! I feel similarly with my social justice reading. I’m constantly looking for more British-based experiences but feel like we have a long way to go in our publishing industry.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 09:56:59
Yes, indeed, that’s how I found your blog, wasn’t it! I think things are slowly seeping through and at least the increased diversity in published books hasn’t ebbed away yet, but is still continuing – I remember the late 1990s one as a lot shorter. I think the only thing we can do is keep buying, recommending and sharing on our platforms – something you’re excellent at doing.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 11:14:56
It’s terrible that getting shot for running while Black is a thing. You can’t imagine how America will ever get free of their gun culture.
I don’t know anything about running, but for long distance swimming we would have bananas (which I loathe), watermelon chunks and 300ml bottles of water and electrolyte. Surprisingly, the other real essential was sea sickness pills.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 13:53:20
That is interesting about the seasickness pills!
Of course there is still danger for Black and Brown people from police and others in the UK even without guns, and I can’t imagine an Aboriginal Australian person out for a run would feel massively safe, either, although I don’t know and haven’t researched that. At least it’s now being written about and explored, though the gun culture does make everything worse.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 12:48:45
I received my copy of Running While Black from Brooks Running–they sent a copy to the entire Run Happy Team–as they are really working to promote inclusivity in our sport. This is probably the best book I’ve read on racism. Running is just her platform. While I have become more aware of the overwhelming whiteness of non-elite running, I never considered the little things, like fueling and advertisements catering to white folks. I’m glad for Desir’s voice and hope that she draws more people of color into the sport.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 13:55:32
Oh that is decent of them and a good start to raising awareness. They do seem keen on diversity in their Team, too, cf including my friend Rahema, the hijabi woman runner who is on Women’s Running magazine’s cover. The fuelling thing was interesting – I’d picked up on the ads if only because companies here are rushing to feature diversity in their ads – but only to an extent, so mainly families of people with different heritages rather than, say, a family of exclusively Black African heritage or whatever.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 13:58:12
What a fascinating review, Liz, and the book sounds a very welcome to the scholarship of running! And such interesting points – the sexism aspects I can of course relate to having spent many a time with keys between knuckles and planning a safe route. And back in my first wave of feminism (the second official wave I think) I recall how conscious we were of the double burden of prejudice faced by women of colour. It’s good to be reminded how we need to be inclusive in all parts of life.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 14:10:03
Both the scholarship of running and the approachable running book that will get the messages through while entertaining with the usual tales of training and ultras. It certainly gave me pause to think. I think by the time I’d reached feminism, the intersectionality had gone out of it a bit: fortunately I had good teachers who instilled in me the importance of raising up all marginalised people, not only the ones who looked like me.
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 21:08:25
A really powerful book. How lovely it came from Cari. Not a runner, tgough I have walked dark streets late at night and I have definitely done that key thing and been hyper aware of people around me. I think all women must have done that.
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Feb 09, 2023 @ 09:44:20
The key thing is a walking thing for me (I’d probably fall over and stab myself with my own keys if I kept them out while running!) but if I’m running alone I have my tracker on on my phone and Matthew can keep an eye. There is a feature on my watch that will alert people if I stop or do something odd, but I know a few people who have stopped for a drink or a chat and it’s suddenly alerted people!
It was great of Cari to get it signed and send it to me, lovely we’ve segued from book people to running people and running book people!
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Feb 08, 2023 @ 23:02:26
Sounds like a really important book, on a topic not really addressed – I agree with you that I want to read more books on race that focus on the UK too, because for so long this seems to have been a bit neglected on our side of the pond. Reni Eddo-Lodge’s book is a brilliant exception.
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Feb 09, 2023 @ 09:46:44
If you look at my social justice – race category you should find a few. I loved Jeffrey Boakye’s Black Listed, Afuah Hirche’s Brit(ish) and Akala’s Natives; Sathnam Sanghera’s Empireland is good on the legacies of Empire and Osman Yousefzada’s The Go Between unpicks life in an orthodox Muslim Afghan community.
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Feb 11, 2023 @ 03:04:30
Such a great book to read Liz and wonderful review! I’ve added it to my to-read list. It’s sad and angering how Black people even existing outside, in public in the United States can be an act of courage given the routine violence they face in this country. I’m looking forward to picking this one up and educating myself more. Glad to hear it sounds like the author was able to share her authentic experience and name explicitly racism within running – sounds like an artistic work that lies nicely at the intersection of how you write about both books and running/jogging!
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Feb 11, 2023 @ 11:17:15
And in the UK, too, though admittedly with fewer guns. There was a horrible example recently where a wonderful group called Muslim Hikers who introduce Muslim (often visibly so) walkers to the countryside got a lot of abuse, physically and online, for daring to walk in the Lake District! I was glad to read this and to be able to share about it and the one resource I found regarding the UK. I hope you get to read it as I think you’ll find it interesting, too.
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